There’s a space of reflection waiting to be explored
Come in open the door take a step take a leap
I’m living on the side of life that you left me to reap
the rewards of your destruction has found me complete
I’m a mess of happiness with your memory defeated
I can think of what was once- was not what is- and not what I want
I can spin the madness in my head and control this struggling trance
I can wake up and stop.
take a step into my world
for there’s fields to be run in
and flowers that grow
and clouds to travel on for hours
There’s a place that I can piece its labelled peace in a folder
If I archive the negativity i’ll feel myself recover and get bolder
wiser older stronger faster ready to bewilder.
You left this mess, a hot mess, and now i’m getting colder